I’m not the nicest person in the world and I don’t need to be the nicest person. I also don’t care about being the nicest, I just care about being happy :)
I have a friend and she doesn’t seem quite ‘nice’ I guess. But the main point is that sometimes she annoys me: she draws in my books, insults me, judges me and pushes me over. She might seem like a really mean person but that’s how she treats ME.
She annoys the hell out of me.. sometimes. And I don’t complain about it. She also insults me by calling me “bitch”, sometimes. I don’t know if she doesn’t like me or she just calls me that because we’re close. O____O
She draws or writes things in my books and I don’t mind it but when I draw in her book to get revengeeee >:), she says “ ohmygooood, go away “. =___= And I’m thinking “You can annoy me and I can’t annoy you?” And it bothers me !
Sometimes when I put my bag away, she pushes my bag away and replaces her bag there and I’m thinking:
I once told her that I am a tomboy, and I am :). She is more petite/shorter than me, has longer hair and is definitely more 'girlier'. Ever since then, she judges me a lot more now just because I’m not “girly”. And I just get quite pissed off. Just because I’m not girly doesn’t mean I’m that different. Why must you judge me because I'm different ?
I mean, the main point is that I get really pissed off when I am too nice to people. I don’t defend myself when someone hurts me because I can be a little bit sensitive. I hate it when I’m just normally nice to someone and they insult you, or they act really mean towards you. I feel like some people just ‘use’ me, but hey, that’s life.
There is something wrong with me.
Also, got 16/20 for a history speech. :/
And got 18/20 for a sci-powerpoint presentation. I feel really good now, considering the fact that the class average was 15
12/3/12
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